Nightmare on luck

Ever had a dream where you know your afraid, or should be, but nothing happens to jolt you awake?
In my dream last night I'm not sure if what is happening now resulted to it but it went to this.
I was at a school, trying to fit in, but something aching telling me I'm not deserving to be here.
I meet a boy my age, but I am too shy, he seems to like me.
Then.... things got really messed up
My daddy, or.... for some reason I called him Master found me mingling with him and he grabbed my arm!
"Did you hurt yourself again doll?" he said, I didn't understand but when I realized which arm he had grabbed, its the same one that I had cut yesterday!
I began to act scared as I struggled to get free from his grip him continueing to observe my arm then suddenly.... the arm popped out!
I wobbled a bit till I realized the arm he has, is no longer attached to me!
I looked and saw something very horrid, my arm, he was holding, observing as if it was natural for it to pop out doing it more with ease now as I realized..... its a dolls arm.
He looked at me, and smiled evily.
"Whats the matter DOLL? It seems as though you are all but healed from a minor cut, just as expected." He said putting it back in me.
I looked at it and saw my bodies arm, it still had the scar from when I really did cut myself in reality, but it wasn't being shown on the doll arm.
I stared in shock, what was I!?
" Don't you remember doll? Anything? I made you in this life 22, I made your lips to kiss any man and become wet, I made your body so sweet and cute, and yet no one knows all the luck you have."
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN!?"
He merely smirked, the number 22 echoeing as I ran to go find the boy only.... what I saw....
He was being chased by evil spirits meaning him all the harm and hell 22 once more echoed.
I ran and took his hand running, I was trying to save him.
"Don't you understand?" Echoes his voice.
"You have all the luck? He has none, no one does in this life!"
I then heard a bloodcurtling cry the boy had been stabbed my multiple knives!
I then protected him only to get stabbed myself! But.... I felt no pain! NO PAIN!
He looked at me and said.
"What are you? "
I didn't know! I DID NOT KNOW!
On and on we ran I couldn't heal him! HE WAS DYING! AND THERE WAS NOTHING I COULD DO!
People around me were suffering.
22 once more echoed
I watched people be massacred and then the boy collapsed due to bloodloss I tried to get him to stand up and run.
"PLEASE! PLEASE! RUN!!!" I screamed I shoudl've felt fear literally but I didn't, I only saw the fear.
The boy, and everyone at the school, died. I screamed in agony, what was I!?
"Why my doll you need to remember."
I then had a vision of remembering, he made me, every last part of me, from the white dress, to the face, to even my hair and casted a spell to make me real.
After going home seeing that vision I saw the doll and the scene somehow shifted
Instead of him making it it was me now, I was trying to alter myself, so no one could get hurt, I cried... I sobbed... till another man came by, it wasn't master.
I looked up at him, with pleading eyes, I wanted to die,
I couldn't quite see his face.... only kind blue eyes that showed sympathy for me.
He then reached his large hand down to me.
"I have seen your trials, I have seen your attempts, I have seen your suffering in this life, you were not meant for this child."
His voice.... sounded oddly comforting as I took his rather large hand.
"Come with me child, there are still challenges ahead but you will not go it alone, like you have here."
I didn't even ask who he was as he picked me up gently and comforted me, and took my soul away.

When I awoke this morning I realized, that when I first met god, he had those blue eyes, but over time they changed to gold.
However, in my new life, the luckiest number 22, was on my birth date.
Nov-22.
According to an astrology book, I am now born under the literal prime number 22 and therefore have some of the best luck in the world.

I know for a fact the dream was from an anime world a show I've yet to even see, I wonder what anime show has a doll that has to suffer while trying to save that which she loves...