|(<ANNIE>) This picture was actually drawn way back in the mental hospital, which is why it is a little wrinkly and old, I drew it the moment I learned I was going to live with my Dad.|
The darkness being battled and left behind was the turmoils me and Nayu were constantly dealing with before and during the mental hospital, both within ourselves, and on the outside with what was going with my mother rejecting who I was and Nayu too calling her not real and not ever supposed to exist in the first place, wishing she would go away even.
We go into the light, where we win our freedom eventually, so in a sense this wound up being one of my most inspirational pieces to myself. I'm not sure if anyone else see's it as such, but that is the overall point of it.
Annie: My dreams still show me things of the future... some dark some for certain will happen.
Last night I found myself in another town, where my mom lives now, Roswell NM Yeah, in the same state. Anyways, when I view things like this, that I know will happen either in a few years, or a few months.
In the dream I am visiting mom's place, but the dream kept having this... feeling to it, just like in my premonition about 9/11, at least this time I'm telling that I've had it, and this can be proof for when it does occur.
I had brought Lina with me, along with a dog companion.
Which tells me this will happen in either a year or more time-wise.
I was walking down a lane, where two boys on bikes were showing off their skills, though novice still it was good as one whistled at my ass as I walked down the lane so I turned to see them do tricks.
I merely watched unimpressed, it was obvious even visiting my mom put me in a bad mood.
As I entered her new home, I realized that thanks to how messy my mom was her roommate could not stand it and forced her to live downstairs where I had to put Lina and the dog.
And damn was it a mess, this put me in an even worse mood unfortunately till I saw Lina wanting out of her cage, I let her as the dog protected her.
That seemed the only thing that lightened me up, but I kept sensing something I knew I was in dreamland, and in a soon to occur timeframe.
Odd..... for some reason I was sensing a huge event coming, but as I looked around my mom at her new job and the lady she now lived with rather absent herself I decided to go look around the jewelry and stone stores to see what stones I could pick up for my collection.
Outside though, had this dusty looked that told me something had just collapsed....
That was pretty much the end of the dream
All this tells me is that one day in the future I'll visit my mom, and the whole time I will be sensing something ominous, my only refuge of happiness will be my pets.... But what does it all mean, normally dreams like this come with a huge warning or message.
Perhaps, I was not looking closely enough to all my dreams as of late.
I now note how the greyness related to a part of my neemat dream.
The colors under the bed turned from pink (Representing love) and purple (representing loyalty and good intentions) to a grey, to an even greyer quickly to complete darkness with stars that all held the notion of darkness, emptyness, and the forwarning embodiment of terrible things to come.
Is it possible that perhaps these two dreams do have a link?
A timeframe still?
If they are, then in a years time or more, something will befall neemat.
But the only way to confirm this, is if I have a dream tonight
a dream tonight that will either confirm or greatly disregard this whole theory.
Whatever the case, I still have my worries about the future anyhow.
But it is obvious
I will soon be able to live in the projects
And Lina will live with me along with a female dog... though
she looked like....... Ashley?
Perhaps I should think on this even further before making a final note of just what will transpire.
Dream telling is not an easy thing to decipher.
All dreams tell us about ourselves, the future, tell us the hidden truth, and both darkness and light within all of us.
If you have another theory though I'd love to hear it.