Whilst in the dream while me, Nayu, and Silvina all wounded up going to where it all began to find traces and even clues as to who but Nayu wounded up finding Bugsy and getting laid hard when we woke up.
Dad was once more late picking me up when he did I was well beyond ready where-as yesterday I woke up RIGHT when he came to pick me up!
Oh damn did he piss me off
"ANNIE YOU KNOW I HAVE TO GO TO FULL GOSPEL ( you know I really should stick to spelling it FOOL gospel because then it makes a lot more sense because he spends so much foolish time there that it really does make a fool out of him to know what the shit he'll do to MAKE IT ON TIME for that (he'll miss a babies birth or even a wedding or heck lets add football to the lists while we're at it seriously I'm one pissed off wolf!!!!)))
Well anyways this morning my brother came to church (which later would reveal this made Dad mad) And (as usual) Sam found church boring as hell
He came out where I had sold two items to make 15 dollars a 5 dollar necklace to a young girl who was very sweet and my usual customer. It was good and afterwards went to lunch where I began to get highly irritated at Dad for not lending Sam his truck
But that was only the VERY tip of the iceberg
Dad then accused Sam of not honoring his promises of coming to Church every Sunday in which Sam calmly replied (Sam has amazing control over his emotions!) "I learn nothing there"
This made me smile I nearly once again nuzzled Sam I wanted to, this was what I always wanted to tell Dad, we learn nada in that Church.
However Dad began to get infuriated and began saying things that made me one pissed off bitch!
"DOES NOT MATTER! We are there to praise god! Not to learn!" He then turned to Connie and basically commented on how sociable Connie was compared to us!
Then said to Sam, IN FRONT OF ME!!!
"Sam you are Anti-Social" I swear if Sam wasn't nipping me time and again telling me this was his fight I would've lunged at those words he spoke to Sam!
SAM! MY BROTHER SAM! SAM WHO KNOWS MORE PEOPLE THAN YOU OR I SAM!!!!
YOUR FUCKIN IDIOTIC!!!
I wanted to literally punch my dad right then and there, I wanted to kill him! My brother was ten TIMES more sociable than he OR Connie! HOW DARE HE TELL MY BROTHER JUST CAUSE HE DOESN"T WANT TO CONVERSE WITH THIS ONE PARTICULAR CHRISTIAN COMMUNITY THAT HE IS THEREFORE ANTI-SOCIAL!!!!
That is like saying that if the Queen of England decided to suddenly not go to a certain garden party she would therefore forever be considered ANTI-SOCIAL!!!!
And yet he considers CONNIE a social butterfly and can't take her from the church building without a crowbar because of how much she 'loves' to talk about God.
YEAH! F.Y.I I'm pretty sure if you want to be considered SOCIABLE you have to
A. Talk about more than 1 topic daily to keep interested guests accompanied
B. You should not really be this repugnant enough to drive people out of your own damn church (yeah Connie you've been caught doing this don't lie!)
You have to know more about politics then just Obama shit -.- sorry I get really tired of hearing war war war, if you really are tired of hearing it, then seriously turn the tv off and live without it if you believe that Obama is going to walk into your very town (their words today) and take your money for their next big vacation. Ugh....
I didn't want to hear it but Connie was speaking above my MP3 so I couldn't help but overhear and try to shut them up!
Then our interesting (NOT! It was more like Dad was insulting me and Sam the entire way Sam taking it in stride while I wanted to just punch the daylights over how fuckin hypocritical he fuckin was at that moment!) conversation turned to opinions
Sam stated that he did not want to offend people when he goes in there.
Dad made himself look I'd say 2,000% dumber.
"WELL IN CHURCH YOU HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH UNLIKE OUR NATION!!!!"
Okay.... okay.... OKAY!!!!
three guesses what I wanted to do at this point
"HEY GAYS LESBIANS MUSLIMS BUDHISTS AND PEOPLE CONNIE DAD AND HEY LETS ADD TO THE LIST ABORTIONISTS OBAMA-SUPPORTERS PEOPLE WHO BELIEVE JESUS WOULD SAVE GAYS AND PEOPLE AND THINKS WHAT HIS PEOPLE ARE NOW DOING IS WRONG COME TO THIS CHURCH AND KICK THIS GUYS ASS REALLY HARD CAUSE HE SAID WORD FOR WORD FREEDOM OF SPEECH IS ALLOWED AND YOU WON'T BE JUDGED FOR IT!"
Yeah at this point I was literally internally screaming my head off at him I was already mentally seeing red Nayu was holding me back hard with every limb she had and every time Dad spoke to me Nayu would speak in my stead and I'd fight back hard and when I was done eating I left Sam coming to me saying I needed to control my emotions bad.
But face it
He downright treated my brother WHO IS BETTER THAN ME MAY I ADD
worse than he did me
He downright told him the same thing he did me
I wonder if he knows that to me when he calls someone anti-social he's telling me their now outcasts
Everytime ever since that incident I stay clear away from events nomatter how happy they are sure I join in by singing, but Sam has even noticed how on his birthday instead of being IN the room I was at the door singing the birthday song, this time someone else had a birthday, I felt so shunned everytime dad called me that that I once more stood in the doorway this time.... no one noticed me singing, not even larry, when I said it to him passing he did notice me and thanked me.
The fact is my brother is better than me, I'm not jealous of it, not at all, okay maybe a little, but he's my brother, Sam has managed to do so much more than I
Managed to move out on his own sooner than I
Make circles of friends faster
Live with people easier
Works on farms
Dances across the nation
Sam's been to Michigan, California, Florida, and so many other wonderous places, and yet I... well look at me, 25 I'm still working on getting to Nevada.
I can't help but admit I'm very proud of my little brother, and he protects me and teaches me now.
And for my father to shun him like me!?
I just! NO!!!!
Thats why I want to punch my father, its not right for him to even hurt him, even if it was Sam's fight he's still my little brother and there was one thing you never did in my presence.....
MESS WITH MY LITTLE BROTHER!